Ambitions

      I already fear my ambitions. I fight myself everyday. There are moments when i drive myself crazy. Two personalities have taken form. Fifty percent of me is completely enamored with the fashion industry, and thrilled about pursuing it with everything in me. And yet, I am such a fervent believer in minimalism.. simplicity..

    I honestly don't know if I want to live a life that is so completely intoxicated with materialism. Is it possible to immerse myself in an industry like this without becoming superficial and shallow?

   Half of me still wants to be a simple, gracious, loving hippie until the day I die.